Ever seen a pendulum? See how it oscillates? Well, I am just like that. I am the kind of person who oscillates between the maturity of a 6-year-old and a 26-year-old. I can be the most sensible girl in the room, or act kiddish around everybody. I can be foolish enough to stumble into awkward situations, and then I can be smart enough to come out of them as well. No, it doesn’t mean that I have a double-personality. I just tend to adapt to situations (and sometimes, people) better.
I’m the kind of girl who doesn’t think out of the box. I prefer throwing the box away or putting it to some other use. I can be the over-thinker, the over-planner and over-organiser (Yes, that’s another word for me – “extreme”) but then there are times when I don’t give a second thought before doing something. I believe in acting on impulse. That’s also because in my opinion, thinking about something only makes it worse, though I keep doing that sub-consciously. Which, by the way, is one of the very few things I’d like to change about myself.
I’m the kind of girl who will pretend to be strong even when something is killing her inside and when she’s with someone who is close to her, she doesn’t hesitate to break down. (Sometimes it’s also because I can’t help it) I’m a very emotional person. The smallest of things hurt me, and silliest of things make me cry. But that doesn’t mean I’m not fun. Yes, I can be a killjoy sometimes, but mostly, I’m like a blabbermouth around. I can keep talking crap for hours, and you won’t get bored. (Of course, conditions apply.)
I don’t view the glass as half full or half empty. I prefer pouring some of my favourite drink in the glass. 😛 How positive or negative I am, isn’t always based on my perception about the amount of liquid in the glass or how I choose to see it. I prefer positivity SHOWN in everything I do. I can’t say that I’m always the most positive person to talk to, but what I like is that, I’m not negative. (Most of the times) It’s not like things don’t matter to me, but I try to look at the bright side.
I’m the kind of girl who doesn’t rationalize. You could say that I’m that person who doesn’t reason with anything. Unbelievable things happen, but most of the times, I’m too illogical to understand why. Randomness is a part of me. A quiet walk when it’s pouring cats and dogs outside, or strange cravings at weird times for chocolates. Whether it’s deciding on what colour pen to use, or which show to watch on TV, it’s often when I have problems determining what to do.
I’m the kind of girl who will rant about the crazy things that happen to her. I’m the kind of girl who will whine all the time. I’m the kind of girl who is trying to figure out her not-so-perfect life. But then again, life is meant to be lived not figured out. Don’t you think?